I’m still processing everything…trying to figure out if I have in fact, lost him…forever. I doubt I’ll ever come to accept any of what happened as it seems like I will never find out why any of it happened. I wish he would at least give me that. It’s not fair.
this girl makes me want to go on a shopping spree... →
irishjalapeno: stephaniechaos: 2010… the end of the daily band shirt + vans for stephanie? …for Katie? Not for me. Though that girl’s one of the only people on that site that doesn’t look ridiculous or underfed. I like her polka dots. Though this guy: http://lookbook.nu/look/461229-God-s-gonna-cut-you-down Looks like a slightly more attractive version of a guy I hooked up...
pinkturnstoblue: tanukichu: pinkturnstoblue: tanukichu: pinkturnstoblue: When I said I am running low on cash and don’t want to spend money, don’t throw your bitchiness in my face. Yes, I could afford dinner now, but I want to get the fuck away from here to Boston in a weekend or two. Piss off. could it be next weekend please? I’ll be in Boston next week. I request your presense....
pinkturnstoblue: tanukichu: pinkturnstoblue: When I said I am running low on cash and don’t want to spend money, don’t throw your bitchiness in my face. Yes, I could afford dinner now, but I want to get the fuck away from here to Boston in a weekend or two. Piss off. could it be next weekend please? I’ll be in Boston next week. I request your presense. <3 We shall see. What cheap...
For once I really wish I knew what was going on. I wish SOMETHING, ANYTHING, about this whole thing made sense.
pinkturnstoblue: When I said I am running low on cash and don’t want to spend money, don’t throw your bitchiness in my face. Yes, I could afford dinner now, but I want to get the fuck away from here to Boston in a weekend or two. Piss off. could it be next weekend please? I’ll be in Boston next week. I request your presense. <3
I just keep feeling progressively worse and more alone. I thought time was supposed to make things better.
Things I want to say to him.
chthonic: tanukichu: I think there’s something missing, too What’s missing? P.S. I like the little smiley. It’s hypnotizing me.
Things I want to say to him.
- I don’t hate you - I’m not mad at you - I still care about you. I still have feelings for you. - Why are you doing this? - What happened between Monday night and Tuesday afternoon? - Something doesn’t add up. - I never once made you the bad guy. I never once mentioned you by name. If you didn’t freak out no one would have had any idea about us or that I was talking about...
To post dicks, or to not post dicks?
(via pinkturnstoblue) Always dicks.
I'm at a loss for what to do.
All this the shit he’s said/done doesn’t add up. At all. It doesn’t make any sense. I’m half tempted to seek him out myself. But part of me is afraid that will do more harm than good. I wish I knew what to do. I feel helpless. :(
What really knocks me out is a book that, when you’re all done reading it, you...– Catcher in the Rye, chapter 3. My favorite quote from the book. (via continuants) I’ve had this in my facebook favorite quotes for a few years now. Salinger would’ve been an awesome drinking buddy. (via joseanything)
Mondo: that should be PETA; cause only cute...
mondosmusicbox: entropicflux: mondosmusicbox : (via adventures-of-panda) it SHOULD be PETA: SHUT THE FUCK UP BEFORE MONDO BREAKS VEG TO EAT ALL YOUR SUPPORTERS FOR LUNCH. DON’T STOP WITH JUST THE SUPPORTERS. DINNER IS EVERYONE WHO CONCEPTUALIZES AND APPROVES THE RIDICULOUS PUBLICITY STUNTS AND AD CAMPAIGNS. I’M ONLY ONE MAN ERIN. I CAN ONLY DO SO MUCH. I WILL HELP YOU. I ALWAYS...
with a billion of thoughts swirling in my head. Most of them lead to him. It’s killing me not knowing if he’s ok. I bounce back and forth between thinking I should reach out to him and giving him his space. I’m at a loss of what to do and I’m feeling helpless that I can’t do anything to fix this or help him. I know something’s wrong. I miss him. :(
@ Eleni and Emmeth
punkrockhepburn: chthonic: celluloiddreamer: chthonic: tanukichu: Since I can’t reblog that question. I’m half tempted to just delete his and the shit between “you-know-who” (not Voldemort) and I. It’s really hard for me to go in that thread and “relive” that. I’m sick of drama right now I was thinking about deleting Dante’s, yeah. But Emily’s asked him for a reply, so maybe I...
ect0bandit asked: I feel like I creeped you out with what I said in my last message on the pit... I'm sorry if I did :(
@ Eleni and Emmeth
Since I can’t reblog that question. I’m half tempted to just delete his and the shit between “you-know-who” (not Voldemort) and I. It’s really hard for me to go in that thread and “relive” that. I’m sick of drama right now
I need to blog a lot of shit
so the placenta photo goes away. I almost threw up. Thanks Gabe. :P
glgorkstr: Can someone who’s comfortable talking about it please explain what the fuck happened last night? I don’t mind talking about it. But maybe I could send it to you on a message on facebook, since there’s not PM-ing on here. I can only assume you mean the shit that went down on the Pit.
Thanks and sorry
Thanks for the kind words and the like last night to everyone who had them. I’m sorry if you had to see all of that shit that went down. SO SORRY. I have no idea how or why that happened. I wish I knew why. All I know is he wasn’t himself (that shit was really out of character) and something is definitely wrong. I’m not mad at him. I don’t hate him. What he said/did...
My Top 5 Artists (Week Ending 2010-1-24) →
The Lawrence Arms (36) The Menzingers (18) Good Luck (13) Matty Pop Chart (12) Wingnut Dishwashers Union (12) Imported from Last.fm Tumblr by JoeLaz
"You know you're curious to feel me inside you"
punkrockhepburn: tehemmeth: maeface: chthonic: tehemmeth: chthonic: tehemmeth: Very not attractive, Jake. Keep it up.You’re just reassuring yourself that you’re never gonna sleep with me. ewwww who is this guy My buddy Chad’s best friend. He introduced us when I visited Chadders back in 2008. I kinda liked him at first. Now that Jake is in Iraq, he is “horny as hell” and keeps...
I don't fucking know what's going on anymore
I feel like I’m in a bad dream right now.
And it hurts more than anything I’ve ever had to deal with before. I want to disappear.
You know that feeling where it's like your heart...
Yeah. That’s kind of how I’m feeling right now.